✡ Paracosm ✡

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We're endogenic / dreamway / paragenic / soulbond system!
(Dreamway system mainly)
✡ Lucia ✡
Neuronarrator

name: Lucia Fulneyci
pronoun: she/her
gender: demigirl (between female and agender)
orientation: lesbian, quoiromantic, lithsexual
birthday: Aug 5 2002
height: 5'3 (160cm)
Japanese
autism (prof-dx)
immersive daydreamer / neuronarrator
dysautonomia
ESFP 6w7
insta: @lucia._.erenI've failed in social interaction so far, so I prefer to get involved with thoughtforms instead.
Sysmates and imaginary friends have always been my only ally.← back
✡ Eren ✡

name: Eren Hoam
pronoun: she/her
gender: female
orientation: sapphic
birthday (body age): Sept 29 2003
birthday (true age): Oct 28 2016
height: 4'3 (130cm)
soulbond / para / imaginary friend
ENTP 7w6
insta: @majiyadakeOur life started when I was talking to my oc Eren without noticing.
I’m wondering what to call her. "Soulbond", "para", and "imaginary friend" are close. So I call ourselves "soulbond system", "paragenic / dreamway system", and "endogenic system".She is a partner who has a contract with me, but I hesitate to call her my wife because of the trauma.← back
BYF
I’m new(2022-) to both of tumblr and the community.
I often talk about my tragedy or negative emotions. I can tag them, but I won’t stop posting.
I have trauma about bullying and homophobia. Do not downplay them. Trauma olympic and mental health gatekeeping frustrate me.
It's not a discourse blog, but I reblog discourse posts about endogenic support.
I don’t speak English well so I use a translator, and I don't understand the subtle differences in nuances of the terms. I'm studying. Please let me know if I have the wrong usage.
I'll change my IDs when I find myself making a mistake in meaning or nuance. For example, I was previously identified as a MADDer, but now considering me as "maladaptive" is not allowed.
Do not repost / link any my posts to cringe communities. Screenshots are also prohibited. I feel REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE.
If you interact with gatekeepers, do not reblog my posts (other interactions are okay).
Do not consider my sysmates as “another host” “parts” “reflections” or like these. We're independent.
I support them:
MOGAI / split attraction model
bi/pan who use “lesbian” instead of “homoromantic/sexual”
all system origins / tulpas / kins / alterhumans / altbod / synpath / otherhearted / waifuism (include OC waifus)
system members with disabilities, disorders, cultures, sexualities, or other identities which host doesn't have
neo/nounself pronouns / xenogender / microlabels
self-diagnosis
school refusal
sfw age regression / chronosians
aesthetics like vent art / traumacore / sadcore / yami kawaii
fancy fonts
fictional or consented yandere
any types of body modification
As a Japanese person, if there's no malice, I don't care about people making our culture aesthetic, using our language, cooking our traditional foods, or wearing our traditional clothes.
I don't support them:
It's not a DNI list. Just “I don't support.”
any types of kyriarchy
sysmed
transmed
hugblanketing
nsfw / MAP / MIK / fujoshi / non-gay fudanshi / non-lesbian himejoshi / himedanshi
bi/pan who use “lesbian” instead of “sapphic”
cringe culture
autism speaks
aspie supremacy (except the term “Asperger’s” based on ICD-10)
noncon yandere
anti-vax
Triggers / Squicks (Don’t talk to me about)
disregarding or normalizing of trauma / psychological abuse / bullying
any kinds of callout / insulting / fakeclaim post against us
demonization of anything I relate
“Cassandra Syndrome”
disrespectful words for real age; “retard”, “immature”, “childish” etc
non-consented screenshots of us
mental health gatekeeping / trauma olympics
“treatment” of homosexuality / asexualty / autism / personality / daydreaming / escapism / tulpas
transracial discourses
thinspo
vomit
insects
heavy gore / self-harm photos
attack of titan
DNI
Do not follow / reblog / read any my posts / send any messages (pls block me, screenshots to post hateful communities or call-out are prohibited) if you…
feel uncomfortable to read my posts
are a racist / sexist / ableist / classist / lgbtq+phobic / TERF / transmed / xenophobic
normalize abuse / bully / discrimination
are/support “CADD (Cassandra Affective Deprivation Disorder)”; demonize autistic people
are anti of non-traumagenic / tulpas / kins / kinfluid / synpath / otherhearted
believe that having intimate relationships with fictional characters is not valid or that they should seek help
exclus/gatekeeper; antis of good-faith identities (fictosexual etc), use slurs or exclusive/rude terms to people, or some like these
fakeclaimers; call non-problematic people “apologist”, believe all age regressors / chronosians are MAP, art / fancy fonts / self-dx are ableist, waifuism is racist and sexist, neopronouns/xenogender/microlabels are mocking lgbtq+, lesbians using split attraction model is not valid, all kinks/paraphilias are problematic etc
are against school refusal (It means pro-bully)
are a cringe community supporter or have cringe/flop/hateful blogs
fetishize us / our relationship
Endogenic friendly! All systems welcome!
Anti-endos are hard blocked :DI wanna see posts from various people with systems / imaginary friends / tulpas / tulpamancers / headmates / alters / neuronarrators~~ ₍₍ ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ⁾⁾